Q: Like Living
in Clip, the new album marks the end of an era, since you’re
no longer performing live with the players from So Much Shouting.
AD: When I first gathered
the horn section, there was a constant sense of energy and movement;
we were collectively creating all these arrangements, and there
was always a new song, or a new arrangement of an old song. It was
a thrill for me to be learning from other musicians and from working
with new instruments. Then there was the experience of being a bandleader,
which is a whole other bag of donuts; in order to keep six people
improvising well together, somebody has to be leading it, and I
was very inspired by that job. Now I’ve decided to go solo
and conserve a little energy and refocus. But I love my band so
much, and I’m very sad that this is kind of a posthumous album
for a band that will no longer be.
Q: How
did you select which songs and which recordings of them to include
on the new album?
AD: Certain evenings
are represented heavily, because they were the ones I went to out
of memory. There are two or three tracks from Boise and Philadelphia,
and a few from LA and Phoenix. There was so much mayhem in the recording
process that I gave up very quickly on the notion of finding perfect
versions of any of these songs; there’s no such thing on tape,
let alone in my mind. The performances are ‘flawed,’
certainly, but my mission became simply to find technically passable
tapes from nights I remember enjoying, listen to the songs I was
interested in representing, and then ask myself the question, ‘Is
the spirit here? That’s what I most wanted to document: the
interaction among the musicians, and between the musicians and the
audience.
Q: Living
in Clip has a distinct beginning,
middle and end, but the new album is organized somewhat differently.
How did you arrive at the order of the songs?
AD: In terms of structuring
the record, I mixed very quickly; I would mix one, two, three songs
a day, and I would either leave some talking before a song to make
it feel more natural, or I would leave none. Usually I left none,
because there was so much music, and when I’m performing with
the band I don’t do as much talking. Sometimes I would fade
out the applause at the end, because I was sick of hearing screaming.
I was sort of at the mercy of my own whim when I was compiling the
records, because [I’d discover that] this one ends like this
and this one begins like this, and how do I put those next to each
other? I kept going over the possibilities for the albums to flow
in and out of themselves and one into the other, and I ended up
with two discs, “Stray Cats” and “Girls Singing
Night.” The titles come literally out of little bits of conversation
I left on the records. On the first one there are a lot of references
to cats [, for instance]. The first record is less linear, too;
it doesn’t begin with “hey, everybody, welcome”
and it doesn’t end with “thanks a lot for coming, bye.”
I began to conceive of the songs on it as stray cats that are finding
homes on this album. It very much begins in the middle; on the first
track you’re plopped into this little bar in Nantes, France,
where I’m wrestling with my guitar sound. The second record
is more like a show. [The title,] “Girls Singing Night,”
comes from a joke I was making with Julie at the time, two feminists
poking fun at the stereotype of ourselves as humorless and self-righteous.
[We were also performing a lot of duets together, and] I guess I
included some of my more classic feminist songs on that second disc,
too.
Q: You
recently released a live DVD, Render. What’s the
connection between that project and this one?
AD: The live album
took so long because I was working on that movie; it just ate my
head for a year. There’s only one track on the album that
also appears in the movie. There were originally going to be more;
I thought that the projects would be released in tandem and that
they would be more related to each other, but as it turns out, making
a movie is even more work than making two records, and to do all
of those things together was just impossible. I ended up feeling
that the projects were not so connected that they would have a lot
of overlapping material, so I [kept] just the one song, “Dilate,”
in both, but in the movie I stop in the middle and scold the audience
for being so loud and disruptive, and then on the record I edited
out the interruption. It’s my last laugh, so to speak —
that through the magic of tape editing I could make room for the
song that I didn’t feel was there in the moment. The other
connection to the movie is that when I was filmed in the studio
in Texas, I was mixing the track “Loom” for the live
album. It’s kind of a mirror in a mirror: here’s the
record I was trying to get finished while so much of my time was
being usurped by that moviemaking saga.
Q: “Girls
Singing Night” begins with the pre-show broadcast of a spoken-word
track from one of your collaborations with Utah Phillips, Fellow
Workers, in which he’s quoting a famous speech by one
of the leaders of the Berkeley Free Speech Movement.
AD: That was taken
from a particular night in LA. You hear Utah’s voice, you
get a feel for the room, and then we walk out onstage to play “Ain’t
That The Way.” I was using that recording before the first
song of the night because I love Mario Savio’s sentiment:
that it’s so easy to be complicit in our society, and unless
you are free you must throw your body against the gears and try
to stop the machine in whatever way you can. It’s such an
eloquent expression of the whole reason that I’m out there
and I’m dragging all these other people around with me. We’re
setting ourselves to that task of trying to create an alternative
to the destructive Machine, whether it be the music industry or
capitalism [in general].
Q: You
performed the song/poem “Self-Evident” as a work in
progress for most of the last year, adding and changing lines and
musical elements from night to night — you don’t often
do that, do you?
AD: That was more of
a public process than usual, because of my urgency to speak to the
political climate around us all in those early days last fall. We
went on tour in September, when everyone else was canceling tours,
and there was a palpable energy everywhere I went, everyone thinking
of the same thing, searching for alternative voices beyond the t.v.
propaganda and the deflating messages from the powers that be. So
I began speaking that poem before I’d memorized it, before
I’d even finished writing it. I was reading onstage, which
is something I almost never do, because I couldn’t travel
around in this climate and work on it privately any longer. I felt
that since this was something we were all working on together as
a nation, I could be a little less introverted with my process.
But it wasn’t until I performed it at Carnegie Hall last April
that I felt it was finished. I don’t think I’ve ever
had as clear a finishing moment for a song; there was something
very ritualized for me about going back to New York, where I was
on September 11, and bearing witness before … all of the other
witnesses. It was one of the most profound experiences I’ve
ever had on stage; I launched into it because there it was on my
set list, and about 3 seconds in, panic just hit me, like how dare
I? Who knows who these people in this audience are, what happened
to them that day, or whom they lost? And sure enough, halfway through
I could hear sobbing from the back of the upper balcony in that
huge, glorious, cavernous, beautiful, silent room. The emotion that
I asked us all to share was extremely cathartic and terrifying —
and yet empowering. I felt that night like, okay, this is done now;
I’ve brought it back to where it came from and I’ve
offered it to the people that know, and I apologize for whatever
I got wrong or whatever innumerable things I wasn’t able to
bear witness to, but here’s my offering, and if they can accept
it, then I think I’ll move on.
Q: Where
does the version on the album come from?
AD: Ann Arbor, Michigan,
at the end of the spring band tour, after that performance in New
York. I did it many different ways: way back in September [2001],
I was performing it solo and spoken, even during the band shows.
And then I heard the recording of it by Chuck D; he and some other
rappers who called themselves The Impossebulls had recorded a version
of what was then called “Work in Progress” and released
a CD of it. He sent me the recording, and it’s all these different
rappers taking different sections of the poem. We were all listening
to it on the bus one night and I thought, “Well, shit! Okay,
let’s do a musical version ourselves.” In the end I
arrived at that very ambient and more pared-down arrangement where
the band doesn’t come in ’til halfway through. My favorite
thing about the recording is hearing the audience respond to what’s
being said; it’s so affirming for me to realize how many of
us agree on certain things that are not represented in the media.
I don’t think I’m going to record that poem anymore,
I won’t put it on my new [studio] album, because there’s
not really a place for it, and I’m already on to other long,
rambling wordy stuff. “Shrug” and “Welcome To:”
will reappear in studio versions, but “Self Evident”
is just of its time.
Q: Can
you say more about those other two new songs?
AD: “Welcome
To:” I put at the end of the first record almost like a theoretical
bridge into the next one. As for “Shrug,” it was the
first night we ever played that song on stage. I had just written
it; we rehearsed it that day in sound check in Bozeman, Montana,
and performed it that night.
Q: There are
also some much older songs of yours on the album, like “Gratitude”
and “You Had Time.” Am I right that you didn’t
perform those two for a long time?
AD: Sure, especially
“Gratitude.” “You Had Time” comes up every
few years for a week or two; different songs get preferential treatment
or neglect for whatever reasons. The two discs are kind of collections
of standards, anchors of my more recent set lists, and then there
are anomalies. “Gratitude” was a song we pulled out
on the last tour and I thought, well, there’s something people
don’t get to hear a lot. And “Rock Paper Scissors,”
a song that I hardly ever perform at all: I included a version of
Julie and me performing it as a duet; that’s something that
only happened once. Then there are songs I originally recorded solo,
like “Whatall is Nice,” which I wrote just before finishing
Revelling/Reckoning and included on that album in a version
I recorded at home. I wanted to represent some of the arrangements
that I had with this band of songs that weren’t recorded anything
close to the same way in the past.
Q: Do
songs change meaning when you come back to them after awhile?
AD: Yeah. I find that
I’m often not the same person singing. I mean, the songs are
there, but there’s a new person singing them. Certainly I
change them musically to suit the way my ear hears now. It’s
part of my mission on this live record to repent for some of my
sins against my own songs. It saddens me that many of my songs which
I like are only represented in recordings which I don’t like.
So I’m slowly learning, as my life whizzes by me, how to sing
them — maybe in a slightly calmer voice, maybe with a little
bit more self-possession. I find in performance, I can really communicate
my open-heartedness, and my will towards mutual respect and inclusion,
but I don’t know if I’ve translated that on my records
over the years. Luckily I feel, with each passing day, a little
more able to communicate what has always been there in those older
songs, that got a bit thwarted by recording studio trauma on their
way to tape.
Interview by Ronald Ehmke, 6/28/02 |